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"As I sat in the suffocating silence of my pitch-black room, tears streaming down my face, I realized I’d been doing everything wrong."
“Slipping away from one’s own life was one thing, but slipping away from the demands of a struggling child felt criminal.”
"The explanation complicated the narrative that I had come to understand throughout my upbringing — the one that had kept me from wanting to know more."
"We weren’t fighting. We weren’t miserable. We loved each other deeply. But something was missing."
"In church, I’ve heard people say 'God is in control' to dismiss the crisis – but my faith calls me to speak up, gently but firmly."
"'I’m so angry,' my second sister said, visibly shaking. 'I’m not kidding, I’m mad.' Our parents had been cruelest to her."
"My results came through my patient portal a few days later. This can’t be right, I thought."
"I somewhat sheepishly posted one of the photos. Within minutes, my feed was blowing up."
"In many ways, my life now looks the same as it did before Josh was taken from me. But I am not the same person."
“I’ve given $42,000 to the dentist, a number that finally surpasses what I spent on my university degree. Which seems kind of surreal.”
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